Two days.

So, two days left folks. Tomorrow I leave for Long Island where Andrej, my dad, and I are spending the night at his parents' house. I'm glad for that. I feel bad because I kinda of told my mom I'd rather just go to LI and the airport with the three of us only, but I didn't mean it anything to do with her, I just need a very calm and peaceful take off. I'm just gonna need to feel in control of the day myself. Whatever that means.

I was going to post last night, but I read Colin's blog first. I gotta not do that. Because his last post was about his last day or two before he took off and it was prety much all my exact feelings. The part that hit home the most was the bit on being excited. Or saying you are. I mean, I definitely am. So excited. But like, I've been telling people that for three months now and lately it seems to just come out of my mouth without even any kind of feeling behind it now. Like when people say "How have you been!?" and you reply with "Great!" even if you woke up late for class that morning and then found out you got a low quiz mark.

We went to Crossgates today to do some last minute shopping. I finally got my hiking boots, so that's real cool. And a cute pair of jeans and a black top. Hawt. Tante Ieva got out of work early and she works by the mall so she stopped by and we got Orange Juliuses and chatted for a while. I love her so much. I guess they're supposed to go visit Krista soon, I really need to call that girl asap.

My grandmother called and would like me to stop by. I should do that still tonight. I'm exhausted.

I've also got to stop by Kerry's. I promised her I would stop by before I left but I just keep getting so caught up by my family and getting ready that I feel like she think's I'm avoiding her, but I'm really not!! lol. It's just so difficult to get things done around here, that's why things always seem last minute.

Ok, well that's a long list of to-dos. Better get off my butt here at the comp and get cracking at it. Just needed a minute to release my thoughts and regroup. haha.

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